DADA FIGHTING

many things are jumbling in my mind these days. life, school, money, family, future, LOVE? hands down to my brain and heart for carrying these heavy baggage with them.

yeah right.. BRAIN DRAIN!!

anymway. im a person with an almost perfect, complete and kind of financially stabled family..take note. kind of. I was once a very studious person.. take not again ONCE. thanks to my 2 years ago relationship, i turned out to be a kind a mess. but after a year and a half, thank God i was able to manage it.  awesome friends but 0 lovelife. but im living with a thought "my life would be perfect if God gave me a special someone; and there is no perfect life" so goodbye lovelife.

i dont know what im going through these days. but im taking the ride.. i let things happen. if it screws up, then ill do something to fix it. if it went well, then NICE!

somehow, the rocky roads in my life trained me how to cope with my future problems. i may not be as strong, happy and rich just like the others, i know someday I WILL! :) its a circle of life, what goes up, must come down, and what goes down will surely be on top..  i just need to have the courage and will .. FIGHTING!! 

only me..

I am only me, that is all that I can be.. No more, no less, don’t second guess.. I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die.. Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop.. I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end.. I am a friend.., my siblings my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift.. I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you.. I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told.. I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls.. Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply.. My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good.. I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me.. :)) <3